Defying definition / Defining the thing is the trick / What I know and what I don't know / What's, well, "crazy"? / Being heard and hating sound / I hate to interrupt this conversation about mental illness, but guess what--I'm autistic / devil inside / Manic pixie dream girl ["pixie dream" crossed out] / Constellation of scars / Constellation of scars (art) / Top 10 crazies in fiction / What we're born with and what we pick up along the way / alchemy of healing / Bless this mess / Loosened associations / Meeting disorder / I underwent cosmetic surgery for my body dysmorphia ... and I wish I hadn't / Flattened / Dear 14-year-old MILCK / Rituals / five people you overhear when depressed at a Van Gogh exhibit / Mystic / Fighting the war on the home front / Ways to say "anxiety" / train of overthinking / Black hole / I'm over staying silent about depression / Telephone anxiety / Driver's ed / pretender / Compassion training: meta meditation / Coda / Tearing feelings apart / light bulb, the broom, and the work they don't tell you about / Happiness goes on / Survival mode / witch's guide to lifting spirits / Believe in yourself / Call me crazy / Keep going